Woops

Hey peeps. sorry i haven't posted in a while. I'm here in Kentucky visiting my sister at college. i have to say, college life is pretty cool. i've visited for the past what... three years? i'm sad though because my sister's a senior this year, so i wont be able to visit anymore. :( oh well. i'll enjoy it while it lasts. haha. my sister just walked in the room and goes. "Mmm i smell good, smell me" haha. well..... i really don't have that much to say. why did i even start a blog? i have nothing to say! well... ok that's a lie. i have plenty to say, i just really can't think of anything right now... MUSIC MAN! i loooooooove the music man. i hear they came out with one that has Kristin Chenoweth in it? i want to see it. our tape broke. :( i wish i could find a DVD of it somewhere. someday.. "when i'm awfully low, bla bla bla bla... i dont know the words..." anyway, that was supposed to be "The Way You Look Tonight." except i don't know the words. i should work on that. ok. i'm going to stop blabbing now. goodbye. have a good saturday. (or sunday if your in China. or would it be Friday?...)

Teenaged anxt or what ever the heck you call it

You know that feeling when you have a crush on someone who's completely out of your league? Someone deep and funny, but uninterested or just completely oblivious? (as all guys are ;)) I know that feeling all too well. I have a huge crush on someone completely wonderful, but does he notice? Nope. Of course not. And it's not like I'm going to tell him. I don't even know him that well to be honest. But he's great you know? Even if he isn't interested in me (which I can pretty much guarantee he's not) I would love to just hang out and get to know him. And seriously, it's not as if I'm in desperate need of a boyfriend or anything. I want one, I'm not going to lie, but still. I'm only fourteen. Anyway, thenks for listening to my insaneness once again. Peace.

The beauties of life should never be taken for granted

I am in a really good mood today. Reasons:
-my sister is home and we are just hanging out, which is reallynice.
-I have movie night tonight :)
-I get to see my besties who ihavent seen since before Christmas
-My brother is sortof home and has taken to torturing me :)
-There is at least two inches, if not more, of snow onthe ground
-Its a new year filled with all sorts ofnew possibilities
-...andbasically everything good in the world right now

Thoughts of the heart and mind

I'd like to say I know exactly what I am supposed to do. Unfortunately, that isn't the case. A lot of people probably thinkthat since I'm only fourteen I haven't had time to mess up my life. That is about as far from the truth as it could get. Sometimes I wonder if I'll pick the right path. I worried that I won't do what God intended for me. Pocahontas was more sure of her path then I will ever be. I like knowing what is going on. I hate not knowing, or not understanding. But I read a verse a while ago that has become my motto. It says "We may throw the dice, but the Lord determines how they fall." (Proverbs 16:33) I like that analogy. It tells us that no matter how much we screw up, no matter how we defy Him, His purpose will always be played out through out lives.