Happy Thanksgiving!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! right now i'm watching the Macy's parade with my sister and my brother's girlfriend (my brother's still asleep, of course. basic 19 year old boy). of course we have the newspaper with all the turkey drawings in it. they should make a book out of those. i'm really hungry right now. i haven't actually eaten anything yet. i'll probably make up for it later. haha. today my family and i are going over to my aunt and uncles house. (joooyyyy) dont get me wrong, i love my family, i really do. well, i have nothing left to say. relating to thanksgiving anyway. enjoy food and family!

sorry

hey guys. about last night's post. i was just doing some deep theological thinking. i was reading a book that really got me thinking and i had to get it out somehow. so once my parents were asleep i snuck down stairs and vented. i do think about that sort of thing though. frequently actually. dont get me wrong, i love my life. i have amazing friends and an incredible family, but sometimes i over look those things. so, sorry for taking out my frustrations on you guys. thanks for reading!

Am I the only one?

am i the only one who sits in her room an ponders things like why raspberries have fuzz on them, and why spiders are so creepy? am i the only one who at the same time, wonders about Poverty and abortion and eternity? am i the only one who dreams about things that are could have been so close, but i absentmindedly have pushed away? am i the only one who wishes beyond hope that fantasy lands could be real; that they could just pop out of thin air and exist? am i the only one who asks for troubles, but when they come around ask 'why me'? am i the only one who feels this way?

poem i wrote

Not merely sinners,
Broken and torn,
But God's chosen people,
Alive and reborn.
Though our eyes stray
To the things of this world
You take us away;
Your beauties unfold.